So many questions..

Wasn't going to post this until I had a better idea of what is going on. I tend to be kinda private about certain things, but blogging is therapeutic for me and I need to work through some of my thoughts. So here goes...to say I am stressed at the moment, would be a serious understatement. I am beyond stressed. My sweet Carsey is giving me a little scare lately, not sure what is going on. If you don't like potty talk, stop reading this now cause there is a lot of it coming up. For the past month or so, Carson has been having some pretty serious diarhea. It started out with just every 4-5 days, he would have a little bout of it and then it would go away. As the weeks go on though, it just keeps getting worse. It started happening more and more frequently, every other day until now it is every single day, multiple times. I can't remember the last time he had a solid poop, it is always runny and horrid smelling. About 2 weeks ago I called his doctors office to ask about it and they said it was probably because he drinks to much juice, so I took him off all juice for a few days, didn't work. They then said to try no dairy and keep a food journal, didn't work. As I said each day it gets worse and worse. He gets these horrible tummy aches and balls up crying until he can poop it out. His tummy is all swollen and sticks out and is rock hard. By the end of the day it looks like a little basketball is in there, the next morning it is normal again. He has so much gas, and is pretty much just miserable. Last night, we were up with him from 11:00-3:30, sitting on the potty while he sobbed and went to the bathroom over and over. Break my heart. I decided enough was enough and took him in this morning. Now we start the process of elimination....doctor sent me home to collect stool samples. Let me tell you, that was probably the funnest moment in my mommy history. Very pleasant. Send those off today to be tested for some type of viral infection. However, doctor doesn't seem to think it is that. All signs point to celiac disease. Which basically means he has an allergy to flour, yeah flour...what the heck is he supposed to eat. Flour is in everything. In celiac the small intestine can't break up gluten, and it eats away at the intestine. If the results from his stool come back negative we begin the blood samples and a scope to go down into his tummy and take some pictures. Sounds fun right. I am just not having a good day, I broke down at the doctors office, sitting there crying like a big retard. Last night just about killed me, seeing the pain in my baby's eyes and not being able to fix it. I have tried everything I can think of, I have analyzed his diet over and over for the past 5 weeks now and still can't come up with an answer. It needs to stop, I just can't stand to see him like that anymore. Praying that we can get some good answers and find a way to help my sweet boy. I love him so much, SO MUCH and just want him to be strong and healthy. And in the middle of all this, we are indeed set to close on our home next Wednesday, so I am packing, making about a million phone calls, running back and forth with doctors and what not, all while trying to take care of my kids and stay sane. Feel like I am juggling a bunch of balls, and dropping every single one. Like I said, bad day. Hope tomorrow goes better, and I can get a handle of all my emotions. Anyways, just needed to write my thoughts out like I said. Hopefully, we can get some answers soon...one day at a time, right??